I swallow and begin to tell him my past. A note? Sawyer scoffs, More like a symphony!. Ive been obsessed with Lost ever since I saw it on TV that ill-fated day so many years ago. Long time no see, Sawyer says casually and I walk over slowly. Sawyer stands next to me and I can feel his head turning slightly to look at Kate every now and again. Can you what? I ask quietly, to keep my voice from shaking. Jack raises his hands in defeat, If you can find him, be my guest. I nod and he and Kate walk away. I scramble to my feet to try and get Sawyer off Boone, but he pushes me away and I fall in the sand. Fire licks at my legs as I scramble away, tears streaming down my face as I look at the remnants of my house. I keep my mouth in a tight line to avoid from making any pathetic sounds. I hadnt shown anyone these scars, I didnt plan to, but trusting Sawyer with it now makes the pain feel less fresh. I think you and me were born with a lot of it then, Amelia muses, not looking up from her book. He reveals his true nature when he shouts at Gwen to come down the stairs, verbally abusing her by calling her ugly and fat. I hear the soft crunching of the sand behind me and I can tell its Sawyer before I even have to turn around. Birds flew away from the volume of her voice. And you gave him his knife back? Sawyer says incredulously to Jack. Lucky you, He replies simply and settles back into the chair next to the bed. Genre: Action/adventure, Characters: Hugo, Ben, ensemble, original characters. Sawyer stood there in shock for a moment. I can watch Claire give Sayid his envelope. When its done, come find me.. Rose and Bernards relationship is truly special, I hope they lived a good life after the events of Season 6. Kate shakes her head and turns back to Sawyer, So Im here. Hes already in a bad mood from Boone, and even if I know he wont hurt me Im still a bit afraid. In progress. What the hell is wrong with you? Jack asks Sawyer. Beautifully broken, ripped to shreds, or whole, he loves her. He pushes in further into my tent, letting the flaps close behind him. Help me with these will you, she replied, ignoring what he said. Lost: Juliet Lives Chapter 1, a lost fanfic | FanFiction Chapter One If you believe tales of old than you believe that there is only one other person out there in the world for you who can make you feel certain things. Thats the deal, Sawyer says finally. Then Sawyer shows up. I think we have a connection, I say, looking over at Kate. Coming mom! I call back, finishing getting dressed and tying the front of my shorts. No! Complete. Not that Im really sneaking around much, I am still technically a survivor. I ask you to help a woman who cant breath and you want me to kiss you? I drop my hands to my sides and pull my knees up as someone bursts into my tent. fanfic writer, trying to instill the love of lost in more people. Who can break your heart with nothing more than sad eyes. - The rest of their lives, the oddest island wedding ever, the ways they say goodbye, the end. I realize making friends will Sawyer might complicate things. I cant sleep. I want to ask if hes going to the memorial, but he speaks up first. Rushing forward I try to warn people about the large plane wing about to fall. I watch curiously, already interested. "Jack?" Why am I still alive? I nudge him with my shoulder and say, Nice one, Sawyer looks proudly at me. Title . Stay awake honey, someone says to me, and I nod slowly, unable to see any defined face. I have to wait for Kate, and I have to wait for Juliet. Just tell me where the inhalers are and well stop, Jack explains to Sawyer. Genre: Action/adventure. Thats your proof. Then I looked at the envelope Americas bicentennial, Knoxville, TN. I can hear Jack and Kate call out for me, one more kind than the other, but I dont turn back. Im sure he figured out I already knew, but wanted to say it anyway to sympathize. fanfic writer, trying to instill the love of lost in more people . I scan the beach, looking for Sawyer. Dont you like her better? I ask as confidently as I can as I cross my arms over my chest. I thought Sawyer might have, but I guess I was wrong. Lucky for me I know that hes nothing but a big softy with a lot of grief at the end. I became the man I was hunting. I know your secret, Amelia bursts out one day. Hell no, its the best idea I ever heard,. Here you will find my LOST stories I'm currently working on: Taken care of. Wheres what? Sawyer shoots back, dropping his false nice tone. Why am I still alive? Sawyer sacrifices himself so he can set off the explosive to reset time. I think youve never actually tortured anybody in your life, Sawyer taunts, and I wince for him. When a maid tries to stop Sawyer from beating Gwen, he shoots and kills her, and tells Gwen to go to her room or else hell shoot her too. Cool, see you later Kate, I say and Kate walks away from me. I can watch Sun and Walt talk about plants. But when she walks out of the jungle looking confused and disheveled a week later, Jack has to wonder: Was she really gone to begin with? Jeff The Killer (Creepypasta Expanded Universe). Kate wait- I try to say, but Sawyer cuts me off. Summary: New protector Hurley heals and rebuilds the Island as Claire, Kate, and Sawyer head back to our world. Part of me wonders how much I should get involved with the group. Sit down, James, theres something you should know, I say quietly. I cant stand it anymore, so I try to tug away from Sawyer. Just leave, He says to her calmly, before disappearing into the jungle. Im with him. I shut my eyes as Sayid starts with the bamboo under the fingernails. So when the mechanical clicks and loud crashes of the Smoke Monster scare the rest of the camp, I resolve to telling Sawyer what I can once Jack, Kate, and Charlie embark on their mission to find the tip of the plane. Supernatural Lost | Lauren Cohan Josh Holloway James "Sawyer" Ford | Fantasy Romance Lost Island Misfit Survivors Sawyer. Want to see what kind of trouble we can get into? Amelia asks with a glint in her eye that for once Sawyer cant to seem to decipher. I tilt my head in question and he looks up ahead towards Jack and Kate. Were not savages, Kate. She holds up Sawyers letter and he gives her a horrible look. What? Sayid! Jack calls, and Sayid stops. Wouldnt want to hurt his reputation and all. Looks like he hadnt traveled much as far as I can tell from his passport.. Amelia smiled a little, Youre a manipulator.. Lost in Sawyer | FanFiction Lost in Sawyer PM . I look away from his face, unable to place the tone hes using for me. Notes: Script format. Jack rushes over to us as Sawyer tries to get me up. I turn my head to Sawyer and see him hold a lighter up to his letter, but hesitate. After all thats happened to me?, Sawyer regarded her carefully, helping her pull out a water bottle from her pack. Oh god, were goin to die, arent we? Sawyer groaned playfully, knowing whatever Amelia had planned was going to play into the future. This girl might be the death of him. I mumble, " Of Mice and Men ". I know the future because where I come from this world doesnt exist. I never saw a pale, blue-eyed, red-haired extra on the beach camp before. Help me with these will you, she replied, ignoring what he said. A/N: Hello! Here you will find my LOST stories Im currently working on: Other characters: James Sawyer Ford/Juliet Burke, OC, and a lot of other characters from LOST. I dont want to know, at least not right now. Bursting out of the jungle, I look to my right and see the wreckage on the beach and a man in a suit running around trying to help people. What is it Sawyer? I say a little too loudly and both Kate and Jack look back at us. Summary: When one story ends, another begins. My Inspiration(A Sawyer Hartman Love Story) 32 pages August 26, 2014 Marie . I can watch Hurley and Charlie walk to the waters edge to try and fail at fishing. Once Amelia was finally able to open the bottle and take a drink did he speak, Maybe youre just meant to live, to do something else no one else can do.. I walk past a few people gathering suitcases and notice my small red one at the top. Ive seen it. I decide not to go boar hunting. Im jerked awake by a wave of cold water being thrown onto me. Im hoping Jack does as well, otherwise things are going to get really tough. Amelia? Jack asks but Sawyer shakes his head and realization washes over Jack, Kate?. Blue eyes, you alright? He says worriedly, and I can feel a tear roll down my cheek. What do you know about it? Amelia shouted and it echoed around the jungle. Steve and Kirsten, I dont know their last name, but they were really in love and were going to be married. The Island doesnt want me, no one wants me. I dont, Im a student nurse, I thought I would help. I put my hands in my hips defensively. Please let me know if youd like to be tagged in updates! I walk away from where we were all standing, and amble my way towards where Sawyer is chopping wood near the end of the beach. Ah, I know when we are. I carry the bag around the house, reaching out for the trash can. Sawyer turns around. Sawyer I really wish youd shut up, I say weakly, but everything looks blurry. "Right behind you, Jackass," Sawyer says next to me. Some people are just born with tragedy in their blood, Sawyer says to Amelia one day. I dont remember why hes so petulant in this episode. My back and arms feel sticky and burning. Amelia what is he talking about? He asks. The book washed up on shore, went in the drink with the rest of- Sawyer is cut off as Kate elbows him across the face. Suddenly feeling very overwhelmed I try to remember Im on the Island and not reliving the worst day of my life. Because whoever did is a freaking genius! Amelia responds cheerily, turning her head to smile at Sawyer. Jack pinched my artery closed as best as he can as Sawyers hands steady themselves at my waist to keep me still. I dont have it, Sawyer says, and then turns his head to me, Blue eyes here probably knew that too.. Dad dad! Ill wait for you there, Amelia shot back, anger and malice lacing her voice to hide the shattering of her heart. Hes just looking out for me, he probably thinks of me like a daughter. Birds flew away from the volume of her voice. Honey Im sure its nothing, we had eggs the other day, My dad says as he soothingly pats my moms arm. Everyone returns to their spots and I can see them glancing at me. I cant stand it anymore. I look up at the ocean, my tears blurring my vision. I close my eyes as Kate leans in and I know they kiss. Gwen and her family are later brought to the hospital where their wounds are treated and they are revealed to have post traumatic stress disorder, with Gwen specifically having two years worth. I try to place myself in the crash timeline when I hear a loud creaking sound and lots more yelling. The caves? Youre a good man James!. Instead I feel myself shaking my head with a smile, You sure know how to make a girl feel special, Sawyer. And with that I walk away to where Kate said the bananas were supposed to go. We accept virtually any type of Lost fan-written fiction, essays and poetry for our archives. I fall to the sand as black engulfs me. Hurley's new role will bring new challenges and big decisions. All I know is your name. Thats all we have on Harold, his name on a boarding pass I just wish there was something more Goodbye, Harold, Claire says as her voice gets quieter as I walk away. Ill wait for you there, Amelia shot back, anger and malice lacing her voice to hide the shattering of her heart. When why are you laughing? Sawyer replies, a smirk playing on his lips as he surveys Amelia. To get water? I offer with a feigned air of confidence. I dont get it, Amelia pants, lowering herself onto the nearest log she can find. A note? Sawyer scoffs, More like a symphony!. I know who you are.. Probably because its his centric episode and the writers have to show what a bad guy Sawyer is. I knew it would come to this. Do you or do you not know whats going on, whats going to happen?. Just as he does Kate enters the tent with a side glance at me. I would not want to die by a flaming arrow. For better or for worse, Amelia says proudly to Jack. I stare right back, unafraid of him, but afraid of what I was planning to tell him. But the closer he gets to finding his way back, new truths come to light that challenge everything he knows and throw his future into question. Its a Tuesday, I know how to restrain myself, Amelia replied just as playfully, enjoying the light-ish banter after all the shit. We finally climb inside the plane, looking around dumbly to try and see whats inside. I wake up to find that Jack, Kate, and Charlie had already left to find the planes transceiver. I wait patiently throughout the day, mostly sitting on the shore and waiting for the torrential rains to signal where the trio are in their journey. After being held captive by the others, Sawyer and Kate meet a woman who is just as adamant about getting them back to the main island as they are. Im not meant to be here. Oh shit. Running my way through the jungle I manage to dodge most of the branches and bushes, only sustaining minor cuts and scratches to my arms and face. They had both been reading a book silently when Sawyer decided to speak up. When he recovered, he shot back, More than you apparently. And it was Amelias turn to stand shocked. Ultimately, Sawyer is killed by Hillary by being shot, who then later dies of her injuries. For better or for worse, Amelia says proudly to Jack. Do you know blue eyes? But when it comes to . I can watch Jack walk over to Rose and talk to her. A subreddit for the fans and critics of the ABC television show Lost. With tears in her eyes, Amelia says, You give out pieces of yourself to people but never let them see the whole picture. Welcome to the start of a new LOST fanfiction. Except, I dont find myself getting burnt, or even remotely tan for that matter. Im not meant to be here, I know it and the Island knows it. Sayid. Boone helps Shannon run. A/N: This episode features more of Amelia and her thoughts than show dialogue so I hope you enjoy! Goodnight, Jack, and I walk into my tent. Let me talk to Sawyer, I cut in, stealing the line from Kate. Do I hear a note of sarcasm in that statement? Amelia laughs, looking in Kates direction as she huffs away from Sawyers latest crack at her. Then my stomach turns and I remember Juliet. Oh my god. What? Shannon cuts in. Yes, she says quietly, her hair lifted off her face by the breeze. Its dark and I cant see the face, but by the build and silhouette alone I can tell its Sawyer. Hey dad can you pause it? I say as I scramble out of my seat. The book they said you found it in their luggage.. Characters: Hugo, Ben, Kate, Sawyer, Claire, Rose, Bernard, Desmond, Penny . He nods back at me and turns away to look at the ocean. Sawyer watches her go with an awful expression on his face. I whimper softly when I make contact with the damaged skin, the pain still a vivid reminder of what I lost. Suddenly the world fell apart. You hit an artery, Jack says and I wiggle around to, Keep still damn it. You were just a kid, 8 maybe 9 years old.. He doesnt want him to know what he has to say. I cant stand it anymore. You didnt have to react like that, I reply calmly. Yes, she says quietly, her hair lifted off her face by the breeze. Later on, he has one of his minions, Hillary capture Trent and Gwen and then has some of them Gwen back to his house while he has the others bring Trent to a field miles away from town and they proceed to nearly beat Trent to death. It is then revealed that Sawyer only has Gwen living with her so he could use her for money, and he also plans to kill Trent for being a distraction. Lost In Fanfiction. Stop it you two! I yell out, the others in the cave glands at me but the two men ignore me. Want to see what kind of trouble we can get into? Amelia asks with a glint in her eye that for once Sawyer cant to seem to decipher. I havent lived in LA all my life and the rain is a welcome change to the climate Im used to. Sawyer stood there in shock for a moment. It was his name. He doesnt budge so I try again, tapping his arm to let me go. He starts bleeding and rushes at Sawyer again, but Sawyer catches him and punches his face. Baby, I am tied to a tree in a jungle of mystery. Favorite Joined Jun 15, 2007, id: 1301576 Favorite Stories 7 Sort: Category . James I begin softly but he shakes his head. Dude, Im not going anywhere, Hurley says. Ill wait for you there, Amelia shot back, anger and malice lacing her voice to hide the shattering of her heart. I dont know how much my presence will affect things but Im hoping everything I know runs smoothly. Razorbacks, by the look of them. I nod in response and I feel his warm palm against my rough skin. Itll probably be worse, He replies but Amelia shakers her head and looks off into the ocean. Kate and Sawyer must deal with the new pregnancy obstacles. Happy? I spit, not realizing until the end how my tone got more aggressive. This reality, or whatever, is from a TV show called Lost. fanfic writer, trying to instill the love of lost in more people. But the island began to fall apart. Never mind what I want.. Youre just getting to the good part, Sawyer cuts in sarcasally. jaty. Complete, Genre: Friendship, Mythic, Fantasy. But their effect is the same when the shoots are inserted underneath the fingernails, Sayid explains in a menacing voice, and I can feel my heart rate increase rapidly. The plane drops and drops, the turbulence being the worst thing Ive ever experienced in my life. lost lostfanfiction loststory losttvshow mystery planecrash romance sawyer sayid southpacific thriller abcfamilyabclostaustraliabeachdesmonddramajackshepardjohnlockekateaustenlostlostfanfictionloststorylosttvshowmysteryplanecrashromancesawyersayidsouthpacificthriller Table of contentsLast updated Mar 25, 2017 Surviors of the plane crash The Others He smirks at me, Well hello blue-eyes, thought you were dead.. I collapse in the sand. For instance, Lost: The Auction, that was held after the show ended got around 1 million dollars from bidders. I look Sawyer up and down as he comes out of the water naked, and I feel a blush creep over my face. And why didnt you stop?. I know Sawyer is going to be grieving after Juliet, so I might not even have a chance until after were off the Island. An expanded epilogue to Lost. Go.. With tears in her eyes, Amelia says, You give out pieces of yourself to people but never let them see the whole picture. 1.5M ratings 277k ratings See, that's what the app is perfect for. Right behind you, Jackass, Sawyer says next to me. Im not supposed to be here, and Im manipulating things to make sure I dont sit around on the beach all day. Summary: What happened after the Island and before "The End?" My eyes snap open and I breathe in sharply. I shiver slightly and I feel Sawyers arm wrap around me protectively and pull me against his warm side. fanfic writer, trying to instill the love of lost in more people. Length: 50 chapters, 197327 words, Complete, Genre: Romance, Fantasy. Some people are just born with tragedy in their blood, Sawyer says to Amelia one day. Kate walks a little ways ahead and Jack leads the group. This will be mostly Sawyer x OC in the endgame but other ships may arise. Running up I catch the tail end of what Hurley is saying. 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